7 Dimensional Being
"How did you know?", I'd be asked, and the only answer is..."𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞".
𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸. And the little girl from the hood who wouldn't understand how or why she was this way for a few decades yet.
Nearly 20 years ago, I sat with a mentor and friend—a deeply loving soul—who helped me see myself through an Indigo lens. I'd never heard of .. the Indigos, or Crystalines or Rainbow children. But I was captivated.
She started sharing her understanding of these souls and it helped me make sense of many personal aspects and traits I embodied in my life. It brought clarity to parts of myself that were still a mystery to me.
It made sense.
I grew up feeling very...not of this world. I had family and friends, but I never truly felt...here. I remember night time would fall, and I would ask my dad if I could go to the park. He'd ask why, and I would say, "𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨."
Understandably, he probably thought I was off to do something dodgy, steal some milk money from the crates, maybe go sneak a smoke or something legit like that ...
But these times, I really did need to be by myself and look at the stars.
I have memories of the feeling I would have when I'd lay down on the mowed cricket strip, on my back, staring at the sky. I'd feel a sense of belonging and joy, like I could find a peace I never knew in my every day life. There was loneliness too, because I felt homesick. But I never knew why. My family felt like my family, but they also did not.
This was the first, profound feeling that our primary form is not physical. We are spiritual beings having this physical experience.
I didn't know it at the time, though.
I recall feeling deep pain for the earth too. I was at school on lunch break at Intermediate, sitting on a netball court because no one was there, and I needed to be by myself because I felt frustrated at
....𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚. I looked at all these people wondering why they were so happy, when the earth was was so sick! I clearly remember this thought "I'm not afraid if the world ended. It should! We don't deserve the earth! It needs to start again!"
Big, deep stuff for a little kid. A little kid who didn't know then she was very much connected to the earth, and the stars and was sensing trauma, and all things, beyond what her own eyes could see.
She'd grow up to be a woman standing on a porch one night, 35 years later, saying to her father seated on the couch "he mate kei te haere, there will be a tangi soon, news is coming" because.... 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗯𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲.
"How did you know", I'd be asked, and the only answer is..."the wind told me".
This is my life now.
And this was her life then, the little girl in the hood who wouldn't understand how or why she was this way for a few decades yet.
And in my first year at high school I watched my friends on the field in the distance, observing them quietly. I'm all of 12 or 13 years old. I looked at these close friends of mine and said to myself "they don't understand me. I don't feel...the same as them".
It's the same for me now. I don't feel the same as many, many people, probably almost all people in my life. Even my family. But I know though, that I simply do not, because I am not.
And inside of that knowing is my life work...awakening others, as I also integrate their stories into my deeper awakening of Self.
I know I am here to assist others, as they help me, in 'remembering' our divinity. And I have had to be on the fringes of humanity to know this, and then know how to help others.
And that is through compassion, and counsel, and care, and sharing my story as the people in my world begin to see themselves through the same lense.
Because when they remember who they truly are, they then are able to find peace that has eluded them, forgiveness when it was hard to find, strength where they thought there was none, resilience, compassion and ultimately... purpose.
Purpose to love, purpose to be loved, purpose to heal. And when they understand this, they embody it, then they share it, and touch others, and move through life in a very different way.
And this mahi continues through the spaces I share, the company I keep, the engagements I have, the work that I do, the jobs and the careers.
It's in every single aspect of my life, because I experience the world in 7 dimensions:
The physical
The emotional
The mental
The spiritual, where purpose, energy, and a sense of divinity align.
The intuitive, where the unseen guides knowing beyond logic.
Into the sixth of infinite possibilities which are the interwoven nature of choices, timelines, and realities—how all paths exist and influence each other. It’s a space of creation and deep connection to the unseen threads of life.
And the seventh dimension is unity, the experience of oneness with all things, transcending individuality. It’s where the Self dissolves into the infinite, and I feel the presence of Source in all that exists.
This shapes how I move through the world, and it is alien to many, complicated to others, and confronting to some.
I've been marginalized, abused, accused, put down, outcasted, misunderstood. You name it.
And the very thing that got me through the mamae of all of that, is the strength that I am only able to draw from the depths of who I am.
And I react sometimes, but eventually, I'll show them love and compassion, in some form. Humanity.
And I say.... one light at a time
I'm a very deep well, and over time I have learned that this journey, if you don't understand yourself, or it, fully, can feel...isolating...because you experience the world through the Indigo lense, and because you are made very differently.
Understanding can shift your entire perspective:
'️𝐈𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠' 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 '𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠', 𝐚𝐧𝐝 '𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬' 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 '𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.'
And when my children were born, I felt a deep desire to nurture their unique qualities by grounding them in spirituality. I wanted them to grow up connected to their higher selves, with spirituality integrated into our home and lives.
Because I knew.
I knew very deeply that Source is Self and we....are all things. And if I left nothing for my children in this life, I left them a knowing of their iho matua, their thread to the Divine, to themselves.
This meant teaching them that their humanity is sacred. Showing them the power of kindness and how it enriches their souls. Helping them understand Source as the ultimate foundation, reminding them that everything else in this world is secondary.
I see the same in my big son - he knows he is different, sees the world through a different lense to his peers, and doesn't fit but is okay not to. Perhaps the difference is seeing myself in him, and knowing I was searching for connection at his age, but I never knew then what I know now. And I have poured into spirituality in my parenting not because I want to be *that* mother, but because I want him to be *himself*.
He was born right on the cusp of Inidigo and Crystalline and so embodies all of these qualities.
I have always said, my job is not to parent them, not really, but that I have simply been charged with the sacred task of assisting them to become whoever they came here to be, so they can do whatever they came here to do
️Indigo children:
Indigo type 1: Born from the late 70s, believed to be spiritually advanced, Indigo children are thought to come with a "fourth-dimensional" awareness, which includes heightened intuition, psychic abilities, and a strong sense of mission. They are seen as system-busters, here to challenge old paradigms and initiate change, often feeling a strong connection to a greater purpose.
Te Rae o Kōhi ️Crystal children:
Often born from the early 2000s onward, recognized for their empathy and sensitivity. Known for their deep empathy and sensitivity, Crystal children are believed to have a strong connection to higher dimensions. They are often seen as gentle and wise, here to bring harmony and healing, deeply in tune with the spiritual and natural worlds.
IhoreiRainbow children: Emerging from the 2010s, celebrated for their joy and strong connection to spirituality. Seen as the most spiritually evolved, Rainbow children are believed to bring pure joy and healing. They are thought to have an innate connection to the spiritual realm, embodying unconditional love and compassion, and are here to help humanity embrace these qualities.
I love you to the stars Te Rae o Kōhi & Ihorei, in this life, and beyond x
